Why is it that all the guys that my friends and I fall for end up being, pardon my french, ASSHOLES!?!?!?! And why are all the nice guys that we could fall for with girls that don't deserve them??

Someone please let me in on the secret!!!!!

Currently Listening Bend It Like Beckham By Various Artists see related

Recovering

Recovering from KOB!!! Those kids drove me up the wall!!! 38 kids to be exact. The zoo was the most horrible of all the days. Taking that many kids to the zoo and keeping them all together is not the smartest thing to do. I thought that's what the groups were for that I spent about 20 min. on, dividing up all the kids into groups. Total waste of time. Anywhoo, they did a great job Friday night and I'm so proud of all of them, even though for that week I told myself I would never had kids. haha Oh well. We also went to Rockin' Roller Rink, my previous place of employment, St. Gregory's Museum  in Shawnee, and OCCC swimming pool, which I did not go to because I had to work.

Church was awesome today!! Chad preached and did an AWESOME job and the Greer family was there to do the music. That whole dadgum family is terribly talented!!!! And might I add, the boys aren't bad to look at. hahaha

Family is in town for Grandpa's birthday on Tuesday, but we are doing stuff tomorrow because they leave Tuesday morning. So I hope everyone has a GREAT 4th of July!!!!!

Currently Listening Me and My Gang By Rascal Flatts see related

I'm single for the first time since being in college. I thought I was going to have a problem with it, but I'm doing much better than I thought. Which, is a good thing. It's in God's hands now as to what happens with our relationship, and I guess that is how it should have been in the first place. But, I've realized that he has always been there telling me that this is what needs to happen. I just haven't been listening and I think that now I know that this is the right thing to do. So, single girls goin' shoppin' this weekend!!! WHOO!!! Single and ready to mingle!!!

Rascal Flatts is always my comfort food, even though it's not food. When I feel like pigging out on food when I'm depressed, I can always turn them on and I feel ten times better and not ten pounds heavier!!!

I Feel Bad - Rascal Flatts

I should be out in that driveway stoppin’ you
Tears should be rollin’ down my cheek
And I don’t know why
I’m not fallin’ apart like I usually do
And how the thought of losin’ you’s not killin’ me

Chorus

I feel bad
That I can stand here strong, cold as stone
Seems so wrong, I can’t explain it
Maybe it’s just I’ve cried so much
I’m tried and I’m numb, baby I hate it
I feel bad
That I don’t feel bad



I could let myself be angry over wasted time
And sad about just throwin’ love away
Yeah, I almost wish my heart was breaking
But I can’t lie
All I want to do is turn the page

(Repeat Chorus)

Bitter, alone
I just feel it’s time – it’s time to move on
I just gotta move on and on and on and on – yeah

Maybe it’s just I’ve cried so much
I’m tired and I’m numb, oh baby I hate it
I feel bad
That I don’t feel bad
No, I don’t feel bad

Currently Listening Time Well Wasted By Brad Paisley see related

Alright...so my family is not having much luck this year. We found out Sunday that a lady that helped raise my mom when she lived in Blackwell when she was younger died Friday. She'd been pretty sick and was in the hospital and passed away. My mom didn't find out until we were in church and the pastor or someone had mentioned some deaths. The look on her face was pure shock and I wish that I would have been able to tell her before hand, but she was late as usual. Her and her husband had been members of our church and they were good friends of my grandparents.

Today my mom found out that one of her uncles had shot himself. He had been suffering from some disease for years and I guess he just couldn't take it anymore. I have never met him, I don't think, because he's been so sick and hasn't been able to get to anything that I've been up to Blackwell for.

So, the year is half over and my mom has lost 3 family members. So, please keep her in your prayers. She's one strong woman, but I know that she's hurting even if she's not showing it.